Friday, February 14, 2025

I Belong Amen Ministries: "Where is the Church?"


 

Praise GOD for HIS abundant grace and forgiveness. If this ministry had to rely on the church for anything, even fellowship, then we would really be in trouble! I am heartbroken for the state of the church, which explains the state of the world! The church has failed.

~ As for the legislators, lost causes... when I claimed the false identity of a homosexual that stood against the TransQueer Cult there were endless communications w/ legislators looking to chat, inviting me to testify, seeking info to expose the TransQueer Cult... these legislators are willing to stand against the TransQueer Cult but they are petrified of the homosexual movement... as soon as The LORD reeled me back in and I denied the false identity of homosexual, the legislators stopped communications immediately. So please, do not respond now.

~ I mean, to hell with the country if the church cannot get it together. 

~ There are churches who cannot invite me, or anyone with a certain criminal background, to testify because they have insurance and by-laws that actually shut the doors to certain people; but leave them doors wide open to fornicators, murderers, liars, cheaters, divorcees, abusers, alcoholics, drug addicts, etc etc etc... but not someone who has ended up on the sex offender registry and then got saved... GOD forbid redemption be for ALL PEOPLE. The church has a scale on which they weigh the depth of sin.

~ I have cancelled the GiveSendGo campaign to raise funds for the ministry, and am not asking for anything from anyone, especially the church. I get tons of messages that say, "if GOD is in it then HE will provide" or "don't fret brother, God got you covered." I wonder if they realize that GOD does provide, but HE does so through HIS Own. I just shake my head and pray for them.

~ To Art, thanks for sharing the campaign for the ministry on your website... you are one of two people that actually shared the campaign. You are an amazing brother! Thank you. 

~ This is not a shame/guilt message... Hopefully, the truth of the matter will give many a chance to see that we must do more... we must recognize when The Holy Spirit is placing something or someone in our path, or before us, and we must act. Personally, I am just done with the aggravation, that's all.

~ I am not interested in furthering this ministry's efforts... when I see how short life really is, and what really matters, it is then that I make the choice to act. And I am acting now. 

Moving forward, I am acting, and making the choice to...
1. discontinue fund raising of all sorts as it has become abundantly clear that the church does not believe in redemption any more than the world does.
2. revoke all offers of giving testimony or speaking anywhere, I am not burdening myself with travel, preparation, materials, etc any longer. I am not available.
3. stop trying to reach out to the "church" and to brethren for fellowship, assistance, invites, etc... this Faith walk ain't no cake walk! I understand why most of the church just prays and stays at home waiting for JESUS The CHRIST to return, the church is harder to deal with and navigate than the world is. 
5. stop putting such faith in men, and keeping my focus on The LORD... I have 2 brothers in my life that are true and pure... that is enough for me at this time.
6. just giving myself space and time to breath without ANY social media or tasks to keep up. This month the website will disappear totally, as well as the YouTube, faKebook, X, and TruthSocial. I give too much ammunition for nothing at all... and I am done. There will be no more eNewsletters, memos, posts, etc after this month... it is just not worth the aggravation of dealing with people who have their own agenda and aren't truly interested in anyone else's purpose.

It is very clear that my fall from 2021-2023 is not only what many hold onto and think of, but I also see that it can also give me relief from continuing this ministry in the way that it was prior to my fall. I tried, I did. There is only so many roadblocks one can take before just walking away. This ministry is all I know, since it has been my entire life since 2009, but I am going to learn how to let it go. I worry too much about why others can't forgive, forget or how long before they come alongside me and help me to rebuild... now I believe that it is because they're not supposed to... and this ministry is not meant to be rebuilt... it is time to let it go and give it all to GOD... I am certain HE is not pleased with HIS Own... that is between HIM and them. If HE is not pleased with me, that is between HIM and I.

The church has always been my biggest hurdle. I can reach out to, establish connections with, and witness to the lost all day, every day... but the church is the most difficult to deal with because they do not grasp redemption and purpose, they're too focused on what others will say/think, their own agendas, making themselves look good, do-gooding, and not to mention that they know it all, believing themselves to have already "arrived!" Sad situation. I repeat, to hell with the country when the church cannot get it together. Ignorance is not bliss; ignorance is bondage.

Thanks for your messages, the encouraging words and the prayers. I do expect and appreciate your prayers moving forward... there just won't be any updates, posts, communications, testimonies, etc moving forward. I just need a break before I have another heart attack that I cannot recover from. I put a lot of energy, time, focus, and effort into the ministry... I wear my heart on my sleeve and there is nothing I think of more but how to reach the lost, AND the church... it has become my entire life and I do not know what to do moving forward, but I do believe that it is what is needed to be done.

I will NOT be removing my books from Amazon and Kindle. Unpublishing the website is one of the "scariest" tasks I have on my to-do list because it has been up and running since 2010. But this is not my task or concern any longer. Feel free to copy and keep any of the blog posts while the website is still up and running... utilize the information that has already been provided... don't hesitate to share the power of this beautiful testimony that HE has provided me... and keep pressing forward. Who knows what HE has in store for me moving forward... I don't even have a clue... I just believe right now that this ministry is not it... and that the past of this ministry and those who were a part of it are the past, not the future. That has been proven since in the last 2 years of reaching out to them.

Again, this is not a guilt or shame message... just one where I am putting a lot out there and it may come as a surprise to some, but it is what it is and it is done. 

Thank you all... In HIS Precious, Firm and Loving Grip, David 

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